I know I haven't been on and uploading at all.

it makes me sad because I feel like I lost a connection sort of thing...a connection to art!but anyways the reasons I haven't gotten on and haven't done anything is:
-I'm lazy
-it's been summer.
-I'm trying to get ready for high school(sort of)
-I don't really get on anymore
-I do have a life
actually I think at some point I'll probably upload some stuff.I have some really cool friends I took pictures of and I recently made a message in the sand for my other friend. so those will most likely come sooner than you think.
like after this journal.
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I know also that all I've been doing recently is favoriting pictures and they are pretty weird actually...but I have excuses!but I don't think they're that cool or really important. and I do have to say that the "anime" thing was more of a phase I was going through.but I do draw the anime style!it's really cool to me actually. so I'm not hating on it.and about the outsider thing...I adore that book and I totally adore the movie. so there are my excuses!
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but anyways I've been having some relationship troubles.mainly with Stefan. he's going to go to another high school which is part of the problem but also we're just not really getting each other anymore.but I guess that's the way the cookie crumbles and that's the way fate seals me.I'll roll with the punches and go with the flow.
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on another note again!I've been hanging out with some of my friends and now that I realize this I can't believe I never really realized this before...
my friendships could be a bunch of short stories.o_o
haha.I know I made it sound like I was going to say something like they all suck or something but actually I really noticed that all the weird things we do are very funny to a lot of people and I love to write...so I might try to remember all the good times and write some crazy stuff!
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well now that I remember this right now...I can't wait to start driving!well actually I'm thuper nervous about driving but still...I'm excited!and I may only be fourteen right now but this year as I turn fifteen I'll hopefully get my learners permit and then when I'm sixteen I can hopefully get my drivers license!
yay!!!
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well now I'm tired and ready to upload my photos!
I love everyone and everything!
(well most everyone and thing!)
so now....
AU REVOIR!:9